Am I sacked/fired?~

Ok wondering why is the header like that? Simple.. Becos nowadays.. there's have been the attachment students from NTU.. They're snatching my rice bowl.. Done.. How am I going to survive!? Now I wonder..

With NTU, SMU rejected me.. left NUS (although I must admit I don't have much hope) and with my future now uncertain again.. This is very nervous times for me.. I pray for strength, wisdom and knowledge to be able to handle such situation..

Haha.. I am lost in my thots again.. whaha.. I wanna study again!! That's all for now..